I had no idea it could physically hurt this much. It is like a void in the middle of my chest that weighs a thousand pounds. It doesn’t even make sense. Doing things in general makes no sense anymore, like going from one place to the other, or smiling in front of people. It requires so much strength and I am not always strong. The day we parted I gave you one piece of a two-piece puzzle I bought for us, because for us, it made sense. What I couldn’t have known is that that small piece of puzzle would be a hole in the puzzle of my heart.
I wish I could know how you feel.
– Me, The Things I Never Had The Courage To Say